runaway with me

2009-02-07T12:55:00.003+08:00

im gone.

in every sense of the word.

im moving to lj. so at least i can lock some posts

im leaving you.

for good.

you got over it. you dont care.

oh well.

you dont understand and you never will.

i hate you for not staying to make it work

2009-02-04T08:41:00.002+08:00

sometimes. when you have time to think

you think that maybe it's the time to say what you want to say

things that youve been keeping inside for the longest time.

you think that maybe if you forgive and accept .

things might fall into place

let that someone know how you feel

and hope for a prince charming moment

desperately hoping for the line that will make your heart melt

and turn to goo

hoping for the one thing for that person to do

that tell you i love you

and that they'll make it work.

that everything that happened was just a dream.

and it'll never happen again.

then all in a moment.

when you notice that something's gone

a physical something.

then..

everything's crushed

you wonder why

all the possible reasons that they could have

although no excuse would be good enough.

but still you wonder

you hope for the best

and then AGAIN. your heart gets shattered.

(well done, right?)

you told yourself not to hope. but then again

you're only human

you're naive. you're gullible.

you're not incapable of pain

you're also not incapable of having hopes. dreams. wishes

thinking that probably this. this would be the day that maybe i will believe again.

hahaha. so wrong there. because (ding ding ding that's the correct answer)

you get hurt. again.

and in the distance. somehow. you hear the sound of something breaking

you have no idea what it is. but suddenly. your heart starts to hurt.

and you feel this physical hurt that you've never felt before

you wonder if this is happening to just you. indeed, hunny. yes it is.

so now. you know that certain person's moved on.

but still. you lie in bed. helpless

unable to move. unable to breathe.

unable to think.

you lie there wishing for your life to be over.

or maybe also wishing for something.

something that could turn back time.

something that could change the past

then suddenly, you think.

if that person could change the past

would they have changed you?

2009-02-03T23:23:00.001+08:00

im leaving

2009-01-27T01:31:00.004+08:00

you just had to. can we meet up?

i need to. i have to.

nothing ever hurt like you

loving you was easy

to you every thing was a game.

i want you more than i should

hit me like steel freight train

when you left me

EDIT: its getting harder and harder to breathe

can someone come over and make me happy and forget?

forget everything.

how about a car accident

get into a coma and get amnesia.

i cant do this anymore.

2009-01-26T00:11:00.001+08:00

im confused.

2009-01-25T08:42:00.003+08:00

i had fun yesterday.

i was all okay.

i made it through the day.

with hunnies and sexy sayang.

i made up my mind.

thought i'd stick by it

convinced i was okay

all that was yesterday.

the moment it struck twelve..

i couldnt think again.

lets see how i get through today.

now i dont believe in the stars,

the moon, or the magic of love

breakeven - the script

2009-01-22T23:14:00.001+08:00

im giving a mile..

but you're not even giving an inch.

2009-01-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

obama's inauguration is today!! :D

yay! -jumps up and down-

the past few days..

idk

i miss baba ):

everyone's kapo-ed her.

-sigh-

people say ive made the incredibly wrong choice

and i could name a few that would kill.

and many would get angry.

but i dont know.

prove it?

my moto moto rocks at teaching accounts!! :D

lovelove!!

2009-01-19T00:35:00.003+08:00

drive all night with me

sing my favorite song and sleep

under the stars on the hood of our car

its all i ever wanted

all i ever wanted was to

see you in the pale moon light

just the way you look tonight

and maybe some day

if love comes our way

we'll be walking in the meadow in the early spring

can you see it?

girl, i believe em that

its true

all i ever wanted

all i ever really wanted was you

if life is what you make it

you had your chance

you know i wanted to make you mine

i had this picture in my mind

you were in it all the time

baby.

look at the two of you

dancing that way

lost in the moment

in each other's face

so much in love

you're alone in this place.

like there's no body else in the world

i was enough for you not long ago

i was your number one

you told me so

and you still mean the world to me

just so you know

so be careful when you hold my baby

time changes everything

life must go on

im not going to stand in your way

i loved you first

i held you first

and a place in my heart will always be hurt

from the first breath you breathed

when you first smiled at me

i knew the first time i saw you with her

it was only a matter of time

so you might know what im going through

when a miracle smiles up at you

but im still living with your goodbye

and you're just going on with your life

how can you just walk on by

without one tear in your eye

dont you have the slightest

feelings left for me

maybe that's just your way of dealing with the pain

forgetting everything between our rise and fall

like we never loved at all

another week has passed

and i still havent laughed yet

so tell me what's your secret

to letting go.

letting go just like you did.

did you forget the magic

did you forget the passion

oh, did you ever miss me

ever long to kiss me

its like we never loved at all

2009-01-17T22:56:00.002+08:00

i never should have.

never ever ever.

im just clinging on to hope.

i guess.

cause now thats the most i can do.

coach asked me the most... (omg)

critical question today. and after that..

im just like oh shit. srsly

the answer is no. and yes i know.

i WANT to move on.

hell. god knows i need to.

but its not easy.

im screwed up.

majorly.

fuck.

yes sure. thanks. you're disappointed.

sureeee. because for me,

everything's just fan-fuckin-tastic right?

you think i dont WANT to?

you think i ENJOY?

you think i dont WANT to improve

and get better?

and fucking be the best there ever was?

fuck. hell no.

you say its a joke.

but srsly WHAT THE...

omg. fuck.

im going insane.

its just a huge responsibility that

im not sure i can undertake at the moment.

2009-01-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

starbucks with wannie :D

rofl. funny as hell.

poor thing had a headache from it all.

so yes, ive survived a week.

yay me. im proud of myself.

well not really

monday night was just couldnt breathe

couldnt think. couldnt do anything

i swear im thankful for liz.

lifesaver.

but at least

NOW, im still alive and breathing

and that's kinda all i ask for.

its been a weird week.

trying to believe it still.

you're doing the weirdest things

that even i dont understand.

well. we'll see how it goes tmr.

-sigh-

im sorry baba,

i'll love you til the sky falls.

and til the world stops spinning.

haha ive told you the conditions

so yes :D

love you cause you give em a piece of your mind

i've said it before and i'll say it again.

this list would go on forever

if i listed all the times you were there for me

and all the good times we had together.

all the tears,

all the laughter.

not forgetting baba moments and christmas lights

you're the bestestestestestestest bestie anyone could ever ask for.

ilu.

2009-01-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

haha seriously what the helll

-.-

before i crash, i just want to say sth

im super duper thankful for such amazing friends,

like hunnyyyy (wannie), motomoto (sharp) and B.

i swear i love you guys to pieces.

without you guys i dont know how i could survive.

without you guys,

spontaneously combusting, shrivelling up and melting into the floor

would be the only answer.

just the audacity that you had

simply amazes me.

wow.

not that i really care anymore

that im glad to say

2009-01-11T11:25:00.006+08:00

it was the very first love story.

my first.

thanks.

now im just convinced

that everything ends.

apparently im not worth it.

last night/ two nights ago.

maybe it was all just bullshit.

maybe it was all lies.

maybe i guess it's just because the both of us want two very different things.

im lying with my head on the phone

willing for it to ring

thinking of you til it hurts

tormented and torn apart

i wish i could carry your smile and my heart

for times when my life feels so low.

it would make me believe what tomorrow could birng

when today doesnt really know.

im all out of love.

2009-01-10T10:31:00.001+08:00

me and marketing are NOT friends anymore.

we sooo dont go well together.

srsly. i have no idea what price has to do.

and when i type it out.

it doesnt sound right.

royally screwed,yo.

2009-01-09T00:46:00.003+08:00

hahah told coach everything :D

rar! damn kaypo only sia! HAHA

still say i owe him a story.

tsk! rofl

haha whatever.

teehee. motomoto!!!! RAR. i bite you. break my heart only sia you. hahaha. loveyoustill!! loveloveee!! :D

anyways, i had training today.

ugh. after a month of not playing..

omgg. just sit there and die luh.

rofl. RAR RAR RARRR.

and i have a game on saturday and tuesday

like omggg.

goodnight world.

hello. fucking BA.

2009-01-07T08:32:00.004+08:00

the downright fool-proof answer..

i could give you that

but, you'd be unwilling.

nothing left to say.

still hurts like nothing before.

you think its strange

that i need your love

even after all you've done

have i said too much

there is nothing more

that i can think of to say to you

but you can look at me and

know that every word is true.

but all i really have to say now

is that sometimes,

you cant help who you love.

you speak of it like disease.

why. you can choose whether

you want to or not.

edit: shit i forgot to go psychologyy

skipped two lectures alrdy luh.. omggggggg

2009-01-06T23:41:00.004+08:00

you said you loved me

more than anyone else

could ever know

but now you're leaving

cant wait to strive to work this out

and ive never been one to brag

the nights get lonely

and all i have left is a memory of you

i tried to say this

but now there's nothing

left for me to do

please dont go

just stay

i watched with tears in my eyes

as you walked away

miss your voice

and your touch

if i told you i loved you

could that be enough

an awkward silence

it's been too long since

i heard from you

i lay sleepless

knowing my heart still belongs to you

ive never been one to brag

and tonight i'll stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know.

2009-01-06T23:21:00.004+08:00

and i always thought that goodbyes only existed in stories.

i swear. i think im retarded.

i find refuge in my blog.

just writing everything out (:

wow right?

only thing that wont judge.

and will 'listen'

do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.

played against sp today.

i dont show it but i cant explain in words.

how much it hurts.

you say that you didnt mean to do what you did

that you didnt want to hurt me

but if you really are.

then why do you continue.

continuing to stab me in the heart.

are you going to make me happy

or am i going to have to lie to my diary? ):

now im afraid i have to go.

i thought that our days would last forever

but it just wasnt our destiny

cause in my mind we had

so much time but i was wrong

2009-01-06T09:31:00.006+08:00

please turn back the time.

the heart feels heavy.

and its dragging me down

why couldnt you just give

the right answer

if you want it to work

although, its obvious you dont anymore.

edit:

ran over to baba's today to do my fair bit of sobbing

i guess it really helped.

beats the library.

i remember the way the roses smelt

the way i felt

so mushy

so happy

so insanely overjoyed.

to think that less than a month later

this would happen.

2009-01-06T00:16:00.007+08:00

i tried to sleep early today. tried to fall asleep so that i wouldnt have to think anymore. so that i wouldnt have to feel anything anymore. so that i could somehow just run away to dreamland. find the happiest dream there was and be contented. probably float away on some cloud if it was possible. but instead i wake up less than two hours later drenched in tears. people kept asking me how i am. thanks really but i guess i can answer it with one word.

no.

id love to tell you guys that it doesnt affect me. i have no idea why it does. according to logical thinking i shouldnt be hurting this badly. i shouldnt be. i should just stop everything and continue my life. but it's hard. it really is.

i told you i didnt remember. i do. i try not to. i remember the tingles that i got in my tummy. the goosebumps that i got. that i remember. all too clearly. and those are the things i want to forget. the things that hurt the most.

and it hurts YOU, you say? wow.

those two words. those two words that told me that you still continued. knowing what she was doing. knowing that you wouldnt stop anytime soon. i know you laughed when i told you what it did to me but seriously. just imagine all those. all that i said. and imagine. none of that would hurt me more.

anyone who ever loved

could look at me and know that i loved you

anyone who ever dreamed

could look at me and know that i dream of you

knowing i love you

so anyone who had a heart

would take me in his arms

and love me too

you... couldnt really have a heart

and hurt me

like you hurt me and be so untrue

what am i to do

every time you go away

i always say, this time it's good bye dear

loving you the way i do

i take you back

without you i'd die dear

knowing i love you

anyone who had a heart would love me

you couldnt really have a heart

anyone who had a heart would surely take me in his arms and always love me

why wont you?

sitting in an empty room

crying to myself in the dark.

2009-01-05T19:35:00.003+08:00

results back today

fuck.

sorry for being annoying

meeting then walking off

meeting then.. well. you walked off.

this is not doing me good srsly

im just..

do what you want i guess

my heart's just here for you at your disposal.

and its broken already.

so just, give it back

and leave me to do the repairs.

laughing today made me think about

what it used to be like.

what it could have continued to be.

what could have lasted.

it hurts.

really

i wish you wouldnt psycholo-gize (?!)

whatever, just dont be a shrink towards me.

no i dont remember anything about how it felt

and you hurt me real bad today.

honest words, wrong answers.

2009-01-04T14:02:00.003+08:00

didnt give an inch

when i gave a mile.

happy to die for what they had.

someone to live for.

unafraid to say i love you.

just came to say goodbye love.

goodbye love.

okay so anyways, today was eventful..

NOT.

spent morning trying to fight with my computer

and facebook.

(it's not my faultt!!! -whines-

they started it... ): ]

then after that i tried to fight with messenger.

fine. messenger didnt start it.

BUT!! i have my reasons..

the rents invited me to go watch ip man

but didnt want to go cause i thought i had plans.

again. thanksss.

uhhh. then i tried to fight with my phone.

and then my homework picked a fight with me.

srsly can. what is with them.

then i got bored and started fighting with facebook again

and we've been at it ever since

are you disturbed?

oh now you care

if you cant understand, let me slow it down for you

how can you sleep how can you breathe

baby, tell me how. how you love me now.

and yes. this is what ive done all day.

YAY ME -.-"

homecoming.

did you remember that i was coming home

why'd you take off when i was gone.

i want to know if when the leaves fall

will i be falling apart

2009-01-03T18:06:00.004+08:00

long time since i posted three times in a day

but whatever. (:

okay today was like wtf. LAGIII.

srsly. fuck shit.

and i feel totally lousy

thanks for not helping

you didnt do anything.

though ... okay you werent supposed to do anything

RELATED to that. so yes

okay words arent coming out right.

fuck

mommy's birthday today.

phoebe was such a sweetheart,

she actually remembered my mom's birthday and called me.

:D thanks love!!

i be loving you long time.

so yes. im feeling fucked up now

(besides the phoebe thing, made me feel better love :D )

yes you. -points to you- nono. not you. YOU.

yes YOU. RAR.

yes waz, i do 'rar' for reasons unknown to you.

oh and thanks G for listening yesterday.

i REALLY need to see you asap.

im bitchy and you're bitchy too.

so you need to be bitchy with me

while i bitch (: hahaha

and srsly, thanks.

after what you said, i dont feel like such a loser.

LOVEYOUBABE!! (:

im off to rar and be bitchy.

bye.

2009-01-03T10:06:00.000+08:00

rar i cant believe i missed it all this time.

this quote has always been at jiaying's blog

but i guess it's never made any sense until now.

"love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence"

2009-01-03T09:52:00.000+08:00

GOOD LUCK SHARP!!

aka. glue. motomoto. love

hahaha. you've been the BESTEST for the past few days :D

thanks for being there for me (:

lovelove!!! teeeheee

you'll kick ass today yo!

2009-01-01T17:49:00.004+08:00

imma wreck.

officially. fullstop.

fuck

what a great way to start a new year.

headache and a flu.

cant breathe properly.

fuckfuckfuck.

(finally posted on lj)

lets just say im starting to hate this new year alrdy.

and why couldnt you just listen when i needed to rant.

that was all i wanted.

just. ugh, this year is not off to a good start.

i just. ughhh.

2009-01-01T15:24:00.004+08:00

okay im sorry.

now im just fucking insecure.

so sue me.

i just want to forget everything.

im waving the white flag.

should i be fine with it?

2009-01-01T02:40:00.001+08:00

awesome night (:

happy new year, humbugs :D

last year was a year of new experiences

filled with new memories.

so lets hope that this year will be better (:

2008-12-31T07:39:00.003+08:00

let's just fuck up the rest of this year and then make it up next year.

anyways, the last few days were emotionally draining.

but i guess it got better as the days pass.

'do you believe in second chances?'

now i guess i do.

how much things have changed.

imissmslatimer ):

so anyways. it's like the 31st of december.

like the first time on new year's eve

i have to go to school.

like whatt sia..

not too great, i guess.

so a whole new year, i wonder what it'll bring.

sorry this post is is abit emo.

it's early in the morning

and im just feeling abit off.

just so you know.

everything's not okay.

it's exactly what i didnt want to happen.

im not fine with it.

i guess it still bothers me

but what do you want me to do about it?

like right now. i just feel like saying fuck. whatever.

just give me something, anything.

to tell me i wont have to hesitate or think twice.

give me a reason to think otherwise

so how about that?

2008-12-28T07:04:00.002+08:00

hell yeah! im back yo!

im just happy to be back. incredibly.

baba's sad ):

whyyy. share share, baby. dont be sad!! ):

hope you're still holding on! (:

iloveyoualways ya?!

ive got my articles to do. fuggg. i think i'll rush em later.

for now. i is going out. :D

yayyy. rofl.

anyways, it was fun in korea and japan, i guess.

i was like... damn seh after 2 days in hokkaido.

rofl. and shopping aint fun when it's omfg expensive.

RAR. shopping in korea was fun tho (:

by the second day. my luggage was full.

like srsly.

and it didnt help that i bought paddy o'mally.

RAR. all the more no space.

but it doesnt matter! my love for paddy o'mally will never waver :D

YAYYYYY. rofl. green fluffy thing

2008-12-27T17:05:00.003+08:00

miss you guys back home (:
tmr we go out kay?
if you`re reading this, i hope you know who you are.
meet me at like 12? can can?
my moto moto? baba? teehee.
or earlier can also. i`ll be coming home at 5am. plus plus. (:

2008-12-21T21:26:00.004+08:00

rar. stuck in snowy snowy sapporo still. and eating like a pig.

6 more days til this is over.

then i can truly smile again.

went to the zoo today.

super like omfgawsh cold.

need a heating source.

any volunteers?

HAHA :D

i made a snow angel today!! :D

teehee. but then abit tak glam. i got snow down my pants

(my butt froze. RAR)

yes yes baba. im trying to stay in one piece.

although.. if i continue eating i'll explode.

literally. im rushing back kay?

i miss you to like OMG bits and pieces.

well. im enjoying the two hour long train rides here.

like omg damn nice. and since im like damn seh all the time.

its working well for me (:

OH. and i fell. like super de duper tak glam only.

mommy, liz and dad were like laughing at me

cause i fell down in slow mo. like wtf ):

my knee hurts now.

now im ankle deep in snow.

-thinking abt you-

lovelove xoxo

-sillybumblebee

2008-12-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

sup hunnies!! :D
im like in japan now. sapporo.
teehee. it's like soooo omgawsh-ingly cold.
but the best part: IT'S SNOWING!
well fine. it's on and off. but it's the city.
cant expect much can i?

sigh. im reading the letters and im missing the loveys like crazy.
D:
oh and yes im eating soooo much im going to become a snowman soon.
hahaha random facts now because it's costing an arm and a leg to be online.
they charge like 400 yen A MINUTE!
RAR. anyways. going to the zoo tmr.
two hour train ride.
shall write in the journal there, that is if i dont fall asleep.

LOVELOVE
-sillybumblebee-

2008-12-18T07:24:00.002+08:00

rar at the airport now.
sigh. immissingalrdy.
had a great time yesterday (:
twilight-ed with like half of loveys
im missing baba.

i swear i will cry if there's no internet when i get there.
RAR. it's like.. bulgogi burgers yo. haha. kind of the only reason why i would go back.
teehee. sigh... wish i could bring people along.
D:

MISSING YOU GUYS ALRDY.
we shall puzzle again soon.
-sillybumblebee-

2008-12-15T00:55:00.004+08:00

3 days before i leave

omgg. this is just killing me

i mean yes i cant wait to go and like spend time with the family and all. but ): if you know, you know. if you dont, dont ask.

RAR. AND THERE WILL NOT BE A BLIZZARD IN JAPAN.

later i go then i cant come back how? ah!

PUZZLE FIXING YESTERDAY (:

fun fun fun. MOTO MOTO! (:

oh and my moto moto's bringing me out for a movie on wednesday!

:D YAY. hahaha. like finally sia. haha

hope i can drop by for training on tuesday.

i miss the girls alrdy D:

new fav band yo. take that (:

damn nice i swear.

im so tired of waiting.

waiting for nothing

i should be up all night with.

i want to play in soapsuds too ):

idk why. but now. im just feeling retarded-ly sad.

ive no idea why.

i dont want lots of things to happen.

imissyoulikefugg

2008-12-14T00:42:00.002+08:00

4 days before i leave for korea.

RAR :D

come the days of cold and kimchi.

oh oh oh! and lizzie says that sapporo is like MINUS TEN!!

HAHA YAY!!!! :D love the cold places.

hahah. sorry luh. its late and im like damn sehh alrdy

teehee!

had fun with loveys on friday! :D

awwaz is officially part of loveys too!

hahah. he was like totally freaked at some points luh.

rofl. but he catches on fast. (:

we didnt get to watch movie in the end.

went to eat dinner tho. at fish and co (:

birthday surprise (:

hahaha. i just like totally noticed almost every sentence has a smiley

but oh well. im happy happy happy! :D

rarrarrarrar!!

okay i know i sound like super high right now.

teehee.

baba has left me ):

COME BACK SOON. I MISS YOU D:

actually no wait. i would have to be that comes back soon.

hahaha. im coming back on the 28th

ROFL. miss you all the same.

i'll search all the homes of korea and japan for wireless

so i'll be able to email you. :D

played like fugg today.

im unhappy abt that.

wore my goalie pants today. like omg.

sooo bigg.

RAR.

im hoping i'll be able to go down on tuesday to see the girls one last time before i leave.

-bites nails-

XIN XIAN! i shall hold you to your promise of that breakfast, branch, lunch, linner, dinner or supper!! :D teehee!!

2008-12-11T20:41:00.003+08:00

WARNING: this post is totally and utterly random

please excuse it because this is what happens after accounting and exams :D

you have warned, my dear.

like zomg

mentally drained luh because of the stupid examsss.

GAHH.

stayed up like half the night to study for bizstats and

totally screwed the paper.

like baik only :D

TMR. TMR. TMR. TMR.

the exams will finally be OVERR.

yeah man

so i can get back to playing hockey, and floorball

and finally get back my social life

before leaving for kim-chi land and japan.

omg getting the psp games from mark tmr!!

:D YAY!

-giggles and runs around-

i officially claim that...

with the exception of having my accounting and marketing papers

thaaat tmr will a good day (:

meet like half of the loveys.

not sure abt the other quarter but TEEHEE.

rar rar rar rar rar

(just felt like doing that)

oh oh oh

and i need to shopping for stuff.

cant wear shorts for winter can we?

ROFL. if only.

i'll bring SHORTS ONLY.

and totally freeze to death :D

headlines:' girl who drowned tokyo'

(yes, i'll be missing)

accounting is boring ):

and to think i want to study finance.

rar.

back to accounting ):

save me.

2008-12-10T19:03:00.003+08:00

I OFFICIALLY CLAIM THAT I HAVE LIKE THE BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST (!) FRIENDS EVER!!

:D HAHAHA.

hilarious story between baba and the pillow.

[RUN DEVIEN RUNNNNN!]

(teehee. thanks sooo much baba!)

love you bee! :D

thanks for all the wishes! :D

means so much to me that you guys remembered!! (:

haha sharp!! thanks soo much for the message! reeally cheered me up like zomg (:

teehee.

hahhaa. so i promised that i would blog abt this so yes

jess called me and sang me a birthday song! :D

yay like only.. rofl. see you soon babe!

then like when i put down.

four seconds later big room small voices called me.

hahah. yes yes we celebrate your birthday soon kay?!

lovelove!

even though its been like the exams week where ive been studying my ass off and staying up late every night to study and how my new home is like the school library .

ive had a really good time (ironic much?)

convo with the loveys, surprise meetings, birthday surprises and distractions.

i cant wait for the exams to be over so that i can spend more time with you guys!

i could list all those that mean sooo much to me :D

but naw. you guys should know!! teehee.

LOVEYOUGUYSTOBITSANDPIECES!

you guys are the reason that i keep smiling from day to day

and the reason why i feel so blessed.

hope we'll be friends til we're old and wrinkled! :D

just want you guys to know how thankful i am to have you in my life

-inserts HUUUUUGE smile. BIGGER THAN EVERYTHING-

I GOT A PSP FOR MY BIRTHDAY!! :D

YAYYY

2008-12-07T21:33:00.003+08:00

i have just confirmed that i cant study at home.

RAR.

today i practically ate my whole kitchen and yes, that includes the war supplies

die luh die luh

and then i drank the whole reservoir.

RARRRRR.

baba garang! watch out world!!!

COME ON SHARP! WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING!!!

NOW REPEAT! HAHAHAHA. AND CHANTTT!!!!

2008-12-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

I NEED TO STOP BEING A PACKRAT AND THROW STUFF OUT

and i need to start studying.

RARRRR.

(tsktsktsk. rarrarrar. annoying -twirls hair flicks-)

(just for fun)

2008-12-05T00:51:00.001+08:00

because im just there.

in your way.

2008-12-04T10:11:00.002+08:00

RAR. just did my psychology quiz.

drum roll please..

-drum rollll-

i got 8! out of 10.

teehee. yay. but after i did one

im too lazy to do the rest

i practically googled every single question.

RAR.

rock and roll, baby.

dont you know.

ive been in school early and leaving late.

tch. freak hell tired luh.

exams please be goneee!!!

RAR

sharp: hi friend! hahaha. :D -wiggles eyebrows-

2008-12-01T09:37:00.001+08:00

ugh screw this.

i spent two hours sitting there

and doing my macro homework

and i didntbring it today

!&!^%#)&#@^(*&!#*

2008-11-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

just a few words to describe the past few days.

CRAZY

EXCITING

EXHILARATING

so now im happy :D

teehee. on friday

had a surprise birthday party for mark and myself.

hahah. everyone was laughing cause he was planning one for me

and i was planning one for him

teehee.

and then we went driving :D

1234 (:

29/11/08

on saturday had the tournament.

i missed training luh ): boohoo

but then when i played my first game

the coaches kept me in for the whole game

and then the second and third game didnt go so well

then we had "turtle soup" for the first game

we finally played as a team and won that game

then we played the piranhas.

even though we lost, i felt that it was a great game

the girls played well and

yeah. teehee.

it rained and rained.

so we got bored and everyone was just sleeping all over

but sad tho. people's stuff got stolen.

car keys. wallets. PSPs. handphones.

sigh.

then the last and final game

Project 13 against Piranhas.

one word.

WOW.

the guys went all out

and there was like alot of yelling and fighting

and swear words.

like wtf.

oh and MY COACH IS DAMN ZHAIII.

hahah so many good saves. even though its like four goals.

whatever. again. the saves were like amazing.

shall train hard to become like that :D

rofl. then again. i should say coaches.

cause yesterday he scored like 2 goals and had 4 assists.

and the other one played like damn well.

srsly. omg. i just wish that one day i'll be able to take all their shots and save them all

2008-11-27T08:42:00.004+08:00

the way that you talkin

the way that you walkin

you're the one i want to spend this night with

shorty you movin closer and closer

and slower and lower.

nelly sexaye, yo :D

teehee.

i neeeeeeeeed to start studyinggggggg.

study maria, studyyyyyyy.

"okay it'll wait til sunday"

today's at hockey.

tmr's movie.

saturday and sunday are hockey

monday i guesss.

oh pooo.

dieeeeeeeee.

2008-11-26T14:09:00.002+08:00

ive been happy.

full stop

period :D

bizstats presentation went well

some fella was soooo sure that i would go and present luh.

tch. serve you right sia. still say me.

training was.....

yeah.

i stopped training halfway.

have you no idea how hard it is to run and sniffle at the same time?!!

yes. so anyways i was sitting by the side and sniffling.

jaime thought i was crying

then she asked me to sit down.

so yeaaaaah.

im hungry.

oh yes. and amandal was so sweet.

she wrote me a comment on my friendster

teehee :D

im still hungry

and yes, i realized that im ranting

fell asleep during bizstats lecture cause i really couldnt take it anymore

being sick sucks.

2008-11-24T14:06:00.008+08:00

i'm officially a keyboard warrior.

teeeheeee ((:

had fun at the recpetion thing yesterday

we areeeeee...

-drum roolllllll-

CELEBHUNTERS.

library time rocks

yay.

just like this, promise we'll stay this way

2008-11-22T11:02:00.002+08:00

we're just ordinary people

so just give me the green light

give me just one night

and i'm ready to go

went to town yesterday

lots of wiggling of eyebrows and snickering

>.<

(well, this'll be our little secret, kay? HAHA)

tell her-jesse mccartney

2008-11-20T21:32:00.003+08:00

the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good moos, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person's still gonna think that the sun shines out your ass

2008-11-20T08:05:00.003+08:00

school's amazing-ly peaceful at 8 in the morning

anyways, rushed to school

and i forgot to bring my macro notes.

boohoo.

oh well

devien, will you be nice and share your notes with me?

rofl.

2008-11-18T12:28:00.004+08:00

i cabbed to school and im *ugg early -.-

gahhhhhh.

so now im sitting on the floor of project room 7 and singing to myself.

lalalalala

and yes listening to the rest of my group do their marketing.

-yawnnn-

we have fun at bus stops

jumping from the top of the world

things are mentally draining right now

2008-11-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

sorry go back this is first class.

no it's nothing against you.

it's just that we're better than you

HAHA.

studying in the library?

fruitless and retarded-ly funny

rofl.

earpieces that have been in use for 20 years

giant books.

i didnt feel like going so i jumped ard the bus stop.

and talked rubbish

had fun

2008-11-16T21:50:00.005+08:00

now we know.

mark cannot multi task

laughed at him throughout the most of dinner.

-yes my dear, you are a stallion-

HAHA

well. i won big two!

yeah man (:

teehee. won them the whole game.

-thanks mark for the free movie-

-guffaws-

well. i've got new earphones and new speakers.

happy much?

super weird story about that.

but then again, who's complaining? (:

for 49 bucks?

better than lizzie's

157 dollar shoes.

daddy took one look at it and called her crazy

oh well

now let's laugh at female's (the magazine) 50 most gorgeous people of 08.

number 5o.

what would you bring to an island if you were to be stuck there for the rest of your life?

well, 1) a survival kit that includes a guidebook that teaches you how to start a fire:

2) a first aid kit

3) simple tools like knives

4) a fishing boat complete with fishing equipment and

5) a brick house

first of all, it's funny enough that he has the same name as my rabbit.

second of all, dude, bring lighters.

third and last of all, HOW THE F DO YOU BRING A BRICK HOUSE TO AN ISLAND?

was it meant to be funny?

well then again, they said, 'gorgeous people of 08' not 'smartest people of 08'

so i guess that would explain it.

oh and now i have made it official.

this is my favorite smiley

HAHA.

except when it comes out on msn

then it just looks like a fucking ugly yellow smiley

ew.

that has a nice ring to it

'fuckinguglyyellowsmileyfuckinguglyyellowsmileyfuckinguglyyellowsmiley"

this shows how bored i amm.

for the first time EVER.

i finished my homework.

did my macro and OB mcq.

which is good enough for me.

i mean like come on yo.

one miracle at a time.

blablabla. right now i'm just ranting

oh and i suck at chess.

i played against my computer today

and i lost

IN TWO MOVES

amazing right?

i mean it sooooo isnt easy to lose in two moves

BUT I DID IT!

yay me

then i played against mark.

AND I LOST

uh huh.

again not easy to lose two times in a row.

but there you go.

i did it.

-elvis-

thank you thank you very much

-bows-

2008-11-16T00:05:00.001+08:00

i look like a china doll

2008-11-14T19:38:00.003+08:00

yesterday..

i was graced by the presence of

paintings by picasso and van gogh

i got myself a piece of art work from daddy

and had a great dinner at dempsey hill

andd.

i dropped my bnj ice cream cone

sad much?

oh well.

anyways, ran over to baba's ( literally)

to see her in the dress (:

BREATH TAKING :D

babes, you looked B-E-A-UTIFUL

and hell yeah, you know it.

(for baba)

you walk into a room

all eyes are on you

everyone wants to know your name

baby you make 'em swoon

yeah baby you're so smooth.

cant wait for the hols,

then mommy latimer can fun with my eyes

then we can dress up and go glam together gether

and be atas

hell yeah -giggles-

fun in the car with the latimers and photo boy (:

"there's only one lighhtt!!"

oh dear. what a tragedy.

hurhur.

i be missing baba.

random thought:

do hookers pay taxes?

-scratches head-

2008-11-13T18:32:00.002+08:00

black shirt, black shorts, black bag, black hair, black jacket.

GREEN laptop cover

PINK watch

GREEN shoes

PINK socks

YELLOW bag interior

hahah that's the outfit today

weird much?

HAHA

anyways, school-ed for like a hour today

and we got to nap in class ((:

-giggles-

happy happy maria

then i waited in the library for TWO HOURS.

((:

then walked over to bubble tea.

DEV IS BANG!!!!! (:

haha. and yes she has good friends.

hurhur.

we're just ordinary people..

we dont know which way to go

cause we're ordinary people.

maybe we should take it slow.

2008-11-13T12:15:00.003+08:00

rock, paper, scissors, lizard, spock

i believe that we have arrived at another

quintessential moment of

rock, paper, scissors, lizard, spock.

scissors cuts paper

paper covers rock

rock crushes lizard

lizard poisons spock

spock smashes scissors

scissors decapitates lizard

lizard eats paper

paper disproves spock

spock vaporizes rock

and as always

rock crushes scissors

one of us has to stop putting spock.

baby, talk nerdy to me

it tells us that you participate in the mass cultural delusion that the sun's apparent position relative to the arbitrarily defined constellations at the time of your birth somehow affects your personality.

2008-11-12T19:52:00.003+08:00

if love is a crime,

then i'll do my time.

-yawn-

gay game with the auntys tmr.

haha. i'm so boreddd.

hurry saturday

come quickly..

oh and i got smarties from nini today

hurhur

i was enthu and shouted out the answer.

haha YAY ME! (:

shall continue being enthu and actually start doing work now.

steamyo.

i'd trade all my tomorrows for a single yesterday

2008-11-11T22:21:00.004+08:00

teehee. aunty jeannie gave me my birthday present alrdy

HAHAH

she so sweet

she forgot my birthday last year so she's been fretting about it ever since

haha. so cute.

and she gave me hong bao (:

'sorry i couldnt find a hooded towel your size'

HAHA. gaby got a princess hoodie for her birthday.

-giggles-

and she gave me in korean currency

EIGHTY THOUSAND BUCKS (:

woohoo.

training today was..

good i guess.

the free hit thing was fun (:

had some nice good goals.

but during the game, i made a daaaamn stupid pass.

ugh.

NO BLIND PASSESSSSSSS

-remember and drills into head-

and i'm upset.

they say there MIGHT be a camp during the december hols

boohoo.

and yes good good. alex said hi today.

during training. haha.

HI!

maybe, just maybe it'll get better

i miss you alrdy.

idk what's happening.

just...

i'm wishing you'd be here

right next to me.

>.<

2008-11-10T22:36:00.002+08:00

would it be selfish?

if i ask you to be here with me?

right here,

right now?

to be there when i need you the most?

school today was -

mentally draining

lecture was spent playing DJ MAXX

rofl. i suck at that yo.

tutorial was spent discussing subject selection

i miss you

2008-11-10T09:07:00.005+08:00

i feel like such a loser.. hahha

or either that really good about myself.

i voted 72 times for someone i dont even know.

friend's boyfriend's brother.

or sth like that :D

it's a funny kind of happy.

-giggles-

dallas stars and anaheim ducks.

the one day that i'm actually home to catch the game

i've got to go to school

DAMN SCHOOL.

goalie: marty turco.

VOTE NO ON PROP 8!

EQUALITY IS A RIGHT, NOT A PRIVILEGE!

2008-11-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

daddy cheated my feelings.

we were supposed to go to ikea

to get me a new bed.

-.-

didnt go. damn bag at kallang.

shop not open.

-bllleeeeeeeeep-

babe, there's no day but today.

out with baba today (:

we bitched, gossiped, stocked up for war then went home.

yes babe, we shall flirt and get discounts.

HAHAHA.

missed you like damn foshizzle luh.

-back off-

i swear i'll flick a booger on you.

ugh. i swear i hate bidding on ebay

@!(^#)&^$@*%!(&

-.-

dammit.

smack the fella sia.

I WANT THE GOALIE BAG.

BACK OFF.

all the scars from the nevers and maybe

2008-11-08T22:28:00.002+08:00

friendly today at floorball.

o.0

i'm srsly not sure what to say abt the match

but okay.

(HAHA)

started off well.

then misses, pushing and falling people.

-.-

i'll let you make me

breaking the rules once i learn the game

you want to play, lets run away.

then goalie at hockey.

i need to stop jumping like a rabbittt

#$*&)@(*^#@)*^@

i'm thinking of buying a blocker and catcher

kimmy got hers for like what 13 bucks

-.-

then yeah. see how luh

i need a newww bag..

totally broke lizzie's.

gahhhh.

lets find a bar where it's so dark

we forget who we are.

but i'm happy. when they did

the semi circle thing i saved everything

except daniel's. bodoh luh.

i could have gotten it.

geeez.

goodbye, goodnight

i should tell you

another time

another place.

looking for romance

come back another day

take me out tonight and we'll see where it goes.

2008-11-08T10:46:00.002+08:00

i want a psp

boohoo.

daddy wont allow yo.

tchhh

and yes, push the blame ya?

blame smalls. haha

bodoh.

check yes juliet, are you with me?

here's how we do

run baby run

we'll never look back.

2008-11-07T19:44:00.002+08:00

i'm proud of myself

i LISTENED in class today

and actually followed and did the classwork

-yippeeee-

-jumps around-

teeheeee. yay me!

and i'm also proud because i've not msged AS MUCH.

hahah

down to less than 50!

yay me

HAHAHA.

okay different ranting now

-.-

i have NO idea what diploma to choose

dammit.

i was set on choosing business

and HALO. i chose this course BECAUSE of it!

and now i'm like...

"LOM's not that bad.."

"business just sounds horrible now"

"marketing's not for me.."

ughh.

i'm just...

GAHHHHHHHH.

they like to torture us and give us SHORT periods of time to choose.

tsktsktsk.

i'm upset now -.-

2008-11-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

this is NOT good

i'm frigging msg-ing like free sia.

one day 100 sms-es

wtf.

which equals to

" imma be over my budget in just 10 days"

TENNNN.

wtf

this sucks.

i'm going to die.

2008-11-05T18:32:00.004+08:00

((:

-sings-

obama is president

-sings-

teehee

we should all go and celebrate by eating obama-o's

'to sasha and melia,

you earned a puppy that's following us to the white house'

haha so cute right? teehee

i'm just waiting,

to see if he's able to carry out what he's promised..

VOTE NO ON PROP 8!

(looks like it'll actually go through

EQUALITY IS A RIGHT, NOT A PRIVILEGE!)

happy birthday, bro! (:

glad you enjoyed the day

hail the geek-iest of them all (:

lovesss

2008-11-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

*ugg.

*ugging spokes person for prop 8 is *ugging insance

NO TO PROP 8!

he compares them to hitlorr.

what kind of RETARDDDD

-stares and shoots daggers-

i'm at a loss now.

mommy is against obama.

haha yes i know not my country

but STILLLL.

mommy says that obama is too good to be true.

sighhh.

we be spreading motomoto love

will you be my motomoto?

i be loving baba (:

2008-11-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

boredd

out

mind

swear.

i miss icc

(omg yes i'm using icc )

rofl

havent been there in ages

shouldve just gone tonight.

poohooo

me and bobby mcgee (:

baba's done with o's and we're all happy (:

we're just ordinary people

just you and me.

2008-10-31T20:34:00.001+08:00

VOTE OBAMAA! (:
oh and vote NO on prop 8!

if you have the time.. watch (:

2008-10-31T19:37:00.004+08:00

'have you had your yakult today?'

'yes'

omggg

happy halloween,ya'll (:

(although yesterday was christmas (:

haha)

i skipped lecture today.

still cant believe it myself.

omggggg.

so thanks candice (:

oh and you know yesterday and basically the whole week,

there's been the people dressed up for halloween.

and there's this fella wearing the scream mask.

he came over and was like "hi maria" in a husky voice.

still trying to find out who it is....

i be loving baba many many

2008-10-29T20:18:00.003+08:00

omg. i swear i'm like damn freakshow.

i havent even taken out my books

or started studying

and i alrdy want to stop studying and sleep

-sighh- maria maria...

VOTE NO ON PROP 8!

stuck on beyonce's single ladies.

rofl.

oh and got song stuck in muffin's head.

HAHAHA

"do you know the muffin man

the muffin man

do you know the muffin man

who lives on cherry lane."

ants are undecided creatures

fickle fickle creatures.

tsk tsk.

hahaha.

class today from like 9-5

any wonder why i'm shit tired?

me loves baba many many (:

2008-10-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

school was fun today i guess.

tm with smalls and char.

we had fun (:

and yes i shall buy you a BEEEG present to make up for the jokes

badminton with ogawa.

then saa.

bought the books alrdy like finally luh

>.<

-sigh-

i love baba many many (:

2008-10-27T19:24:00.002+08:00

had plans to go to escape today

(manages to wriggle my way out of it)

teeehee ((:

then we went to boon lay.

(wth)

and like another word:OMG.

there's so much going on it gets hard to breathe

when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me

you make it real for me

i'm running to you baby

cause you're the only one who'll save me

i guess that's why i'm missing you lately

everybody's talking in words i dont understad

you got to be the only one who knows just who i am

you're shinning in the distance i hope i can make it through

cause the only place i want to be is right back home with you

2008-10-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

mom didnt buy anything for me from victoria secret ):

just for her and lizzie.

but then again, didnt really want anything

ordered one piece but it was out of stock.

(can i hear a boohoo?)

so now we wait for daddy to come home.

i miss daddy

( please take care.)

but sent a list to daddy for stuff to buy.

cant wait (:

if not i DESPERATELY need to go shopping.

and that would be fun.

wouldnt it?

anyways was at hockey yesterday

and this fella (who was nowhere NEAR the puck)

fell. he was skating backwards i think

and then he lost his balance or tripped

but still he fell and then he banged his head on the wall.

blacked out for quite some time.

shit scary luh.

(omgg)

2008-10-25T15:03:00.002+08:00

아직도 사랑해

(:

2008-10-24T19:51:00.002+08:00

hit me with a hard note, and watch me fall

supposed to go for the nyp vs ite game today.

-.-

cant wait to find out the score yo.

i need to go shoppingggg

(desperately)

i'm so sorry

i only have tears to give

there are only scars left on the heart

is it alright for me to look at you

is it alright for me to hold you

is it alright for me to love you?

what should i do if you stop smiling

all the singles ladies.

if you like it

put a ring on it

2008-10-23T22:55:00.002+08:00

and we ended with a bang (:

6-1.

congrats to all who scored and

those who assisted and

those who played.

yay you.

the guys played a good game too.

they won their match. yay! (:

and thanks jess.

i REALLY appreciate it (:

made me feel a WHOLE lot better.

lovess <33

"the winner is the last man standing"

and charlotttee ((:

my ex-bench buddy.

rofl. loveess <33

-does the charlotte dance-

teehee.

school:

yes it's good to be back in school

yes it's good to see the clique.

yes it's good to bitch and gossip

and just enjoy the times

NO it's horrible to take business statistics.

(and yes, it's as boring as it sounds)

NO it's horrible to take BA2.

(i thought i'd be getting away from it)

2008-10-20T19:20:00.002+08:00

and another fella goes over to the 'emo-hair' side

there you go (byee)

-sending mixed messages-

school started todayy

listened to marketing fundamentals for the first fifteen minutes

then somehow the brain shut off.

oh well. great to be back in school, nonetheless.

good luck baba (:

2008-10-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

yo man. driving lesson in the car with daddy.

rofl (:

-sings-

school's starting tmr..

school's starting tmrr...

-singss-

i'm actually happy. hahah

-this is what you call freakshow-

2008-10-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday was cool,yo.

floorball training ended early

bench buddy and i were playing after (:

then peili taught me how to lift

so i is happy (:

then played softball with mad.

rofl..

NOW TO RANTTT.

it's annoying thing is that the tickets to the kpop festival concert arent being sold via sistic no more ): you have to buy a freaking LAPTOP or a PHONE (LG) to get the ticketss!!! WHAAATTTTT!?!!??!?!?!?!?!

-sniff sniff.

WG ,V.O.S, J and 2PM are coming, chicken pieee...

2008-10-16T15:07:00.002+08:00

JUST when i thought i'd gotten away from business accounting.

it's come back and bitten me in the ass.

(again, for the second sem)

dammit.

2008-10-15T13:15:00.004+08:00

training yesterday.

while clearing up the boards,

played american football with kf and small person.

"42,58,26 HUT HUT HUT!!!"

-passpasspass- TOUCHDOWNNNN!!!

WOOHOO!

rofl.

'twas fun,yo!

pol-ite game today.

against NYP.

-chews fingernails-

go wolves!

"we win together, we lose together, we play like wolves"

hell yeah!

p.s. nelly's sexy,yo! (:

p.p.s i'm annoyed because the timetable hasnt come out yet and i dont know what CDS i'm taking. and THUS. i'm annoyed. can they just release the timetable and the choice of CDS ALRDY?? )):

p.p.p.s i'm sad because 'fluck' isnt able to come online anymore because she's started school ): i'm very saddd.FLLLUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKKK ): i mezz our crazy senselesss conversations. ): and yes i mezz kc.

2008-10-14T14:31:00.002+08:00

i'm jealous.

happy now?

this isnt the way that i thought things would go

i always assumed that they would go my way

but now.

never thought that you'd come in

and take away every thing i wanted

everything i craved.

>.<

(ajikdo saranghae)

2008-10-13T23:45:00.002+08:00

i shouldnt be angry.

it's not worth it yo.

no i aint blind you fool.

dont know why i do this.

2008-10-12T16:04:00.002+08:00

yesterday was national coming out day.

rofl.

2008-10-10T19:35:00.002+08:00

when the sunlight touches the ground, i miss you

when the shadow of moonlight slowly climbs up. i miss you

when the dust finally settles down, i'd see you

meeting in the deep night, i still can see your shadow

when the waves crash, i hear your voice

as everyone falls asleep in the midst of quiet forest, i hear your voice

no matter how far, i'd be by your side

you'd be by my side, when the sun sets and the stars shine

if only you're by my side.

2008-10-10T19:24:00.002+08:00

lost to ite ):

but thought that we played well.

goalie played well (:

badminton-ed this morning.

then went bowling.

i OFFICIALLY hate bowling.

-sniff sniff-

i broke my nail while playing.

now my nails look horrib

dissgusstttiiingggg.

cheh!

yes. lizzie's being a bitch now. ughh.

lady in red (:

teeheee.

2008-10-08T23:28:00.002+08:00

tuesday

up at 8.badminton.home.floorball.sleep at 1

wednesday

up at 6.work.np.floorball.still up.

thursday (tmr)

up at 8 badminton.home.floorball.home late.

and yes. ugh. that's been the day yo.

i'm shit ass-ed tired.

spent like twenty bucks to cab to np

for you okay. hahaha. ((:

wasnt in happy happy joy joy mood today.

felt weird.

thanks ogawaaa (:

we shalll have gossiping sessions somemore at pol-ite games (:

yay!

2008-10-07T23:21:00.006+08:00

pol-ite game todayy (:

we won our first game. woohoo!

kudos to farah and haz. (they scored,yo)

neways, super tension in the last few minutes of the game.

pfft. not good for the heart,yo.

bitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitchbitch

oh, please. spare me the bullshit

2008-10-06T21:38:00.006+08:00

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored
boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored

yes. i'm bored.
(did you get the hint?)

pol-ite is in less than 24 hours.
i'm freaked out of my mind.
omfggg.

thanks jess,for the advice.
HURHUR.

2008-10-03T18:27:00.003+08:00

ilovebaba (:
she was such a darling. she came over to give me a cupcake today.
came with a 'get well' card. aint she adorable? (:
thanks baba. you made me really happy (:
its the things like this that let you know she's the best bestie ever
xoxo babes

and yes. the little adorable piece of fluff crying is the bestie (:
loveyou babe (:

2008-09-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

this is waaaay sad ):
sniff sniff.

2008-09-28T20:20:00.006+08:00

sometimes i just want someone to sit with me on the couch and watch sappy chick flicks.

went for the F1 event thing at the fullerton.
and may i say, loved it (: haha.
i mean like i said to mad it's nice to walk around all glammed up and feel like you're someone important (:
and thanks for the reply anyways.
it was amazingly cool getting served by people calling you ma'am. haha.
and then with those coolio cowz shits cards that you tap before you have to go into the room. yay (:
oh and i've got another promise from someone who says she'll bring me clubbing once i'm legal or before hahaha. yay

do you believe in magic?

2008-09-26T18:38:00.003+08:00

yay!

mad just promised that she'll bring me clubbing once i'm legal

rofl. suppp yooo.

okay i'm OFFICIALLY freaked out

my FIVE YEAR OLD godsister is thinking of becoming BULIMIC!

wtf. what the hell is the world coming to man!

2008-09-25T22:37:00.003+08:00

i'm annoyed.
i havent been able to solve a single game of solitaire
ALL DAY.
something's not right

on a happier note,
daddy's got tickets to F1.
so we're going to see how it'll fit in the sched.
happy happy maria fei fei

2008-09-25T14:18:00.003+08:00

i want to love you
why wont you let me?

in a world filled with fake smiles and forced laughter.
is this the way it's supposed to be?

and this is exactly why
it's just meant to be.
i cant help it
but i hate the way it is.
why cant you stop
and look around
and see what it's doing to me
just coming in here and doing what you want
why cant you just think of me?

welll, badminton sucked beeeegg time today.

2008-09-24T22:17:00.004+08:00

yes yes.
baba is my nursery buddy
who with i take afternoon naps.
((:
i miss baba alrdy (:
i detest watching sidereel because it take sooooo long to load. boohoo.

it's just surreal.
like too weird to be true;
nothing's going right between you and me.
seems like it's this just wasnt meant to be.

13 days til pol-ite

2008-09-24T10:38:00.000+08:00

at times like this,
i feel as dumb as a piece of ham

2008-09-23T12:09:00.001+08:00

i have a sudden urge to color my hair blue.