lets just say, i'm...
sad
depressed
blue
cheerless
dismal
dispririting
gloomy
joyless
melancholy
bleask
calamitous
crestfallen
dejected
deplorable
desolate
distressing
dire
disconsolate
dolorific
downcast
dreary
glum
grave
heavyhearted
lamentable
lovelorn
miserable
morbid
mournful
pathetic
pensive
piteous
pitiable
sorrowful
sepulchral
sober
unhappy
woebegone
wretched
weltschermz
lugubrious

hmmm, get the picture?
you should.
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