let's just fuck up the rest of this year and then make it up next year. 

anyways, the last few days were emotionally draining. 

but i guess it got better as the days pass. 

'do you believe in second chances?'

now i guess i do.

how much things have changed. 

imissmslatimer ):

so anyways. it's like the 31st of december. 

like the first time on new year's eve

i have to go to school. 

like whatt sia.. 

not too great, i guess. 

so a whole new year, i wonder what it'll bring. 

sorry this post is is abit emo. 

it's early in the morning 

and im just feeling abit off. 

just so you know. 

everything's not okay. 

it's exactly what i didnt want to happen. 

im not fine with it. 

i guess it still bothers me

but what do you want me to do about it? 

like right now. i just feel like saying fuck. whatever. 

just give me something, anything. 

to tell me i wont have to hesitate or think twice. 

give me a reason to think otherwise

so how about that?