please turn back the time. 

the heart feels heavy.

and its dragging me down

why couldnt you just give 

the right answer

if you want it to work

although, its obvious you dont anymore. 

edit: 

ran over to baba's today to do my fair bit of sobbing 

i guess it really helped. 

beats the library. 

i remember the way the roses smelt 

the way i felt

so mushy 

so happy

so insanely overjoyed. 

to think that less than a month later

this would happen.