sometimes. when you have time to think 

you think that maybe it's the time to say what you want to say 

things that youve been keeping inside for the longest time.

you think that maybe if you forgive and accept .

things might fall into place

let that someone know how you feel

and hope for a prince charming moment

desperately hoping for the line that will make your heart melt 

and turn to goo

hoping for the one thing for that person to do

that tell you i love you 

and that they'll make it work. 

that everything that happened was just a dream. 

and it'll never happen again. 

then all in a moment. 

when you notice that something's gone

a physical something.

then.. 

everything's crushed

you wonder why

all the possible reasons that they could have

although no excuse would be good enough. 

but still you wonder

you hope for the best 

and then AGAIN. your heart gets shattered. 

(well done, right?) 

you told yourself not to hope. but then again

you're only human

you're naive. you're gullible. 

you're not incapable of pain

you're also not incapable of having hopes. dreams. wishes

thinking that probably this. this would be the day that maybe i will believe again. 

hahaha. so wrong there. because (ding ding ding  that's the correct answer)

you get hurt. again. 

and in the distance. somehow. you hear the sound of something breaking

you have no idea what it is. but suddenly. your heart starts to hurt.

and you feel this physical hurt that you've never felt before

you wonder if this is happening to just you. indeed, hunny. yes it is.

so now. you know that certain person's moved on. 

but still. you lie in bed. helpless

unable to move. unable to breathe. 

unable to think. 

you lie there wishing for your life to be over.

or maybe also wishing for something. 

something that could turn back time. 

something that could change the past 

then suddenly, you think. 

if that person could change the past

would they have changed you?