what i would like to tell you.

(are you going to kiss me or am i going to have to lie to my diary)

today was funny. rofl. we went to the library after POM to supposedly do our group project.haha.damn loser lah.

i like today. (:
oh and i saw like a new eyecandy today. rofl. idk what school he's from but yeh. (:
i like what i see (:

super noisy in the library.shawn showed us like a vid of this guy breaking his leg. like omg damn sick.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=nwK0NykA_kk

go watch srsly. if you have time.i cant believe the rest al laughed at this. like omg

I.DO.NOT.BELIEVE.YOU.
YOU.SOB.

sigh. havent blogged in a while. oh while its not as if anyone reads this.
im just a loser who talks to myself.


neways. it was floorball yesterday.
was the only junior there. sighhh. how loser
but it was good cause jaime taught me how to do shots and stuff
so it was good yo. (:

and it was really sweet of CAPTAIN JAC to write a really long email to the
TP wolves juniors (: yay you!

sneakernight by vannessa anne hudgens.
i think its sad that HSM made and practically DESTROYED her career.
oh well. i guess showing her nanas to practically the whole world destroyed it too.

sigh. have i mentioned that i'm so incredibly screwed for CSA??
gawsh. its super loser lah and retarded.
oh and have i also mentioned that mine looks like shit?



swoon this is the same old blood rush with a new touch
but my bottom lip along with the top one too
is chapped and its all thanks to you

we all wet our lips to prepare for the kiss
but it never came
it was but a game.

and now these lips are itching for a comeback.

sup hunny. how are you. i think you are cool.
why dont we hang out
in the dark hallways of tp.

found a new band. scounting for girls. elvis aint dead is kewl mann.
watched kung fu panda again today with lizzie and the folks.
felt like shit today. yawns.

its not abt you
its me
so i guess we've got nth to say.
not now. not tmr
and not ever.

you, me, maybe we were never meant to be
tho i wish it was me you chose.

i just cant believe you're gone,
still waiting for morning to come,
want to see if the sun will rise,
even without you by my side.

when we had so much in store,
tell me what is it i'm reaching for
when we're through building
memories i'll hold yesterday in
my heart.

they can take tmr and the plans we made
they can the music that we'll never play
all the broken dreams
take everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday

they can take the future that
we'll never know, they can take
the place that we said we'd go
all the broken dreams take
everything, just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.

i know i'll see you again
i'm sure,
no its not selfish to ask
for one more night
one more day
and one more smile on your face

i thought our days would last forever
but it just wasnt our destiny
cause in my mind we had
so much time but i was so wrong

now i can believe that
i can still find the strength
in the moments we made
i'm looking back on yesterday

yeah. today was feeb's birthday. ((:
happy birthday hunny. and yes you mean ALOT to me. and now you know it. rofl.
bestie rocks man.

met jy and amanda at parkway and like they waited while i did my hair. rofl i owe you one like a beeeg beeegg beeeeeeeeeeeeeg favour.then met dev and zehui at my bus stop. and then walked in.

feebs cried. haha. MISSION SUCCESS!! ((:

uh. then morgan and his friends came over. and wth. they tried to murder my rabbit. ): only one nice someone, and that makes me happy and gooey in the stomach. -sigh.i'm sad and emo but like at the same time i'm like just incredibly happy.

then we went swimming. (: haha. was fun mann. but all th photos were like shit cause we were in the water. hair like cock like that. ROFL. oh then we started playing with alex's hair. omfg. i swear. his hair is damn cute lah. look like small boyy.

after bathing and getting ourselves pretty again ((: rofl , we went to parkway to eatt. haha. pigs lah.finally decided on mos burger. AND OMG. i swear. alex told this 30 MINUTE joke WHICH TURNED OUT TO BE AMAZINGLY RETARDED.sigh. wonder why we listen to that right bestie?

anyways. PUBLIC APOLOGYY.i know you're NEVER going to read this but like I'M REALLY REALLY REEALLLYY LIKE OMFGOSHING-LY SORRY FOR THE THING ON YOUR SHIRT. )): -sniff sniff. cant believe you were so nice about it. makes me feel worse lah.nyehh. so yes. really sorry ya??

omg luh. this is the best and THE most catchiest song that you would ever have heard. rofl

i give up.

for reasons known to you. no not you. you. yes yes. you. huh.. omg. no not you!YOU!!!! OMGG.

yes i give up. i dont care whether you know or not. grrr.



this'll be the last time i fall again. there was a moment where it was all so clear.
but now there's only me. i'll never trust myself to fall again.

YORIWANG. ((:
catchy catchy. rofl


sorry. excuse me. i'm bored.


got my phone back today. haha. all my stuff was inside. they didnt erase it. yay (: oh well

SJH at sukira today. i'm happy.

nothing is cooler than a box of crayons. crayola rocks. (:

first things first.

CURSE AVIVA AND YONEX FOR GIVING OUT THOSE
ANNOYING BALLOON NOISEMAKERS. grrrr.

okay. now thats over and done with;
eyecandy (whose name is like super cock) at the aviva open. ((:
rofl. i'm soooo mean. but srsly his name is sooo cock that i cant bring myself to say it.

spent the last two days at the indoor stadium watching. soooo tiredd. -yawns.
the first day was bloody annoying. we changed seats like 3 times.
like oh my GAWD. cause like the first time was because like there was these girls and they were like srsly i swear to god soooo annoying. cause andrew smith from england was playing and like they were talking abt him and it was super perv-y. i'm not going to repeat man. ugh. and then the second time we moved was because of these annoying uhhh, idk if they were in jc or secondary but they were doing like maths. trigo? algebra? whatever luh. but suddenly the game is going on like and like this fella in front of me starts telling the girl next to him," omg. i'm teling youuuu. its a^2 -b^2 (a squared minus b squared). i'm serious lahhh" and i'm like staring at him and he just DOES NOT get th hint. then after that we moved again. which was like just abit further down. this one was okayy but like damn far back luh. so when the 'intermission' thing came, alot of people left so we went to the middle to find seats. and then when the games started again; omg i felt like crying. bloody swholes dont know how to keep quiet. first their child starts kicking my chair CONSISTENTLY for like 5 minutes. so i told myself if he kicks again i'll turn behind. so he kicked. i turned ard and then the father was like ayee boy boy you have to be mindful and shit like that. UGH. and then (i guess this was nice of him luh.) he moved the boy away but then later the boy starts screaming at his mom but his mom doesnt want to reply so he's like MOMMMMMM!!!! WHY YOU DONT WANT TO REPLYYYYY. WHY YOU ALWAYS SOOO ANGRYYYY???? and continues like that and then the swholes dont reply and omggg.



sigh. so thats for the kicking of the chair. this is for the uncivilisied swholes. cause it was vietnam and denmark. then this IDIOT. i swear SOB okay. he starts yelling in the second set SEND THE ANG MOH HOME and i'm like omgg die. just DIE YOU @(#*%R$#@^ grrrr.




so thats my rant for the aviva badminton open. hahaa. nth much happened today. we still had annoying people behind us who think they're damn pro "aye like seriously blah blah blah. trust me luh its sooo going to happen luh." sigh. and guess what i'm going back tmr. how stupid am i. so i'm just going to buy new earphones and try to plug up and shut up. haha. nice phrase huh? plug up and shut up (:

off to bed.nights.

i officially claim myself to be a slacker.
havent done ANY work since the start of the hols.
i suck.



neways. i played badminton yesterday and i'm going
to watch the aviva badmintonton thingo today.
(babes, i OWE YOU ONE
sorry.)


OMG.I FOUND OUT THAT KIMMIE'S
MOVING TO LA!!!
like wth man. i havent seen her in like
3 and a half years even when she was sooo close
and now i'mnot going to see her for like agesss. ):
i'm sad.

he's so hot that i wanna

bake cookies on him (:

wth. here's to slacking at home and youtubing religiously.
rofl. i swear i'm a loser.

freaked out mommy and pissed lizzie off yesterday.
didnt bring my phone for training.
so they call like 34 times. sial lah.
then they came to look for me in school. damn
if you guys read this. SORRY!!! ):
kitty's mommy gave me a lift home.
thank god. but then kaka was waiting
downstairs to pay for th cab.
-whoops
SORRY!!!

neways. shall try to study today. like srsly.
(sidetracked:teukie looks cute in suspenders)

and i'm BACK, ya'll!

rofl and i'm back after lets seee... -calculates the number of days since july 21st 2007- HAH 315 days. i'm such a loser rofl. i'm supposed to be studying ya'll. but hard to when people like DR MCCORMACK. tell you that its bad for you health.rofl and btw DR MCCORMACK.i'm the better stalker, AHHA.

i swear i hate the school hols.

i dont get eyecandy ):

sigh. life's depressing aint it.

and go on compare.

its no use trying cause i know

that i'll always be second place.