i hoped for too much.
had a fantasy.
and now.
hmm.

i'm happy
apt
beatific
blissful
blithe
buoyant
chipper
cosh
ecstatic
elated
enthusiastic
exuberant
exultant
felicitous
jubliant
mirthful
overjoyed
sunny
cheery

ROFL
(:
dragon balling during floorball with ogawa and has.
hahhaha
funny

i hate the way that
when i finally get over you
you do something that just completely
change everything.

i hate the way you talk to me
and the way you cut your hair
i hate the way you drive my car
and the way you stare
i hate your big dumb combat boot
and the way you read my mind
i hate you so much it makes me sick
it even makes my rhyme
i hate the way you're always right
i hate it when you lie
i hate it when you make laugh
even worse when you make me cry
i hate the fact that you're not around
and the fact that you didnt call
but mostly i hate the way i dont hate you
not even close, not even a little bit
not even at all

lets just say, i'm...
sad
depressed
blue
cheerless
dismal
dispririting
gloomy
joyless
melancholy
bleask
calamitous
crestfallen
dejected
deplorable
desolate
distressing
dire
disconsolate
dolorific
downcast
dreary
glum
grave
heavyhearted
lamentable
lovelorn
miserable
morbid
mournful
pathetic
pensive
piteous
pitiable
sorrowful
sepulchral
sober
unhappy
woebegone
wretched
weltschermz
lugubrious

hmmm, get the picture?
you should.
):

this morning it was a fight to get up
those words still ringing in my head
never felt like such a fool in front of anyone
i guess that's what you do when you love
I was in Nashville, you were driving home
I wish I’d been in the passenger seat
I just needed you to know I’m coming undone
That’s what you do when you love someone
If I fall
I try a little harder to get back up
Please stay
By me love
That’s what you do when you love someone
Just give me time if you need more
There’s no way to ever really know
How to protect yourself or predict the outcome
But you do anything when you love someone
You do anything when you love someone
If I fall
I try a little harder to get back up
Please stay
By me love
That’s what you do when you love someone
I just hung up the phone
You got a way of changing my day
You proved me wrong when I was convinced I was alone
That’s what you do when you love someone
If I fall
I try a little harder to get back up
Please stay
By me love
That’s what you do when you love someone

and you're sooo annoying
i feel like smacking you.
ugh.
stupid whatsyourface.

went to watch 'BATMAN - the dark knight' today with the gang.
((:
it was AMAZINGGG.
HEATH LEDGER WAS AMAZINGGG.
then i was looking through photos and it was of the cast of the show
and then i looked for heath ledger and then i realized he wouldnt be there
I FEEL SOOO SAD..

WHY SOOOOO SERIOUSSS?

he was freaking amazing in the movie luh.
rest in peace.

[Summarised version]
Mad: You just kicked an onion.
Maria: It's not an onion, it's a round circular object.
[Time elapses]
Mad: It's an onion damnit, see! [Crushes onion with foot for emphasis]
Maria: You didn't have to KILL the onion.
Mad: Ooooh... So the onion will haunt me at night or something?
Scary sia, the ghost of the onion i crushed.
Ju-onion is watching me.
[Insert laughter here]


so yes that's what happened on our 'date' to UOB ATM.
HAHAHA. damn retarded.
juuuu-onionnnn.
rofl.
training today was tough.BUT I MADE TIME TO GO EAT WITH THE GIRLS.
and i'm still up doing my POM project
insane luh. nyehh. dark eye circles )):
oh well.haha.i'm not alone. daddy's still up. bloody hell. he like NEVER sleeps.
neways. had SA presentation on monday.
photos belowww.



















this is the official 'jiang she me' face. ROFL.


















zehui, candice and mark.







































kajie ((:

i shall start off by saying
YAZEED IS MY PRINCE CHARMING.
((:

played badminton today for four hours.
hardcore, no?
(poor mommy had a baaaddddd week.
poor her.stupid people.stop bullying my mommy)
watching edward scissorhands now. ((:
johnny depp is the coolio shitz.


shall rush out POM now.
nyehh. stupid chicken pieee.
(:

have i ever told you that

sometimes i miss you

so much it hurts?

the amt of food. rofl. (:
















me and dev hunny. ((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!



















feebs and ka jie. (:



well, on her birthday we went to watch hellboy2
quite cute luh. wont say its the BEST movie but its okay luh.
went to seoul garden after (:
made dev hunny a birthday cake.
with like wasabi and kimchi


i mizz YOU!

incompatible
it dont matter though
that someone's about to hear my cry
speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

is it possible
mr loveable
is alrdy in my life
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise

who doesnt long for,
someone to hold
who know how to love you
without being told to
somebody tell me why
i'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

there we are again
circles never end
how do i find the perfect find
there's enough for everyone
but i'm still waiting in line

if there's a soulmate for everyone

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVIEN
love you to bits and pieces. (:
xoxo.

watched volleyball match today
OMFGawsh. rofl.volleyball is like the coolness.
no wonder jiejie likes to play
neways. it was TP vs NYP
(well at least the game we saw)
and like omg. ou xiang, much??
their spikes(?) were like OMG.
and their serves- oh holy hell!
-giggles with ogawa (#4!)

then after went to gym with ogawa, liting and karen.
captain jac and kf joined after.
met ruben there.rofl.

and now i'm being a loser.
listening to some beijing olympics song that my mom sent me
rofl. its called welcome to beijing
and i have no idea WHY its so addictive.
keep playing it over and over again.

hahah. i shall write it officially here.
rofl. devien's my bestie. ((:

maybe there are no right moments,
right guys or right answers
maybe you just have to say whats in your heart
-sex and the city.


-sniff thanks esther! ((:
just when i was feeling shitty abt stuff.
yay you! (:






HI ELYSSA!!
even though you're right next to me
rofl. yay! i love talking to you about eye candy
((:

and hun, you're all confidence and cocky smiles. ((:

damn i mizz hunny.

outing with bro and hunny ((:
EVERYBODYYY. WATCH HANCOCK
freaking amazing movie.
idc (i dont care) if you hate it
I LIKE IT
so there.
charlize theron is...
(fit in what ever word you like)
-swoons.

gawshhh. i'm just so bored..

waiting for hunny to come over.

i believe that everything happens for a reason
people change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you can appreciate them
when they're right,
you believe less so you eventually
learn to trust no one but yourself
and sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together.

-marilyn monroe.

all i hear is raindrops
falling on the rooftops.
and today i'm officially missing you
all i do i lay around, two years full of tears.
looking at your face on the wall

so i guess its safe to say
i'm missing you.

yawn. just came back from an outing with tp wolves ((:
yay! first outing.
-rawrs
super shack now luh..plus.
i've got to homework so i can go out with hunny tmr.
(the things i do for you!!!)
(puppier dog eyes which are even more puppier than the pupy dog eyes! HAH
i win)
pssttt. freakshowww.

bore-dom (bawr-duhm, bohr-)
-noun
the state of being bored; tedium; ennui.
-synonyms
dullness, doldrums, weariness.
-antonyms
excitement, deversion, amusement.


THIS IS HOW BORED I AM RIGHT NOW.

you've got me hooked
& its hard for me to let go


and i love gloria because she's got sexed up
sex appeal. ((:
-giggles.

wasted time in school today.
did work for all of like what... 5 seconds
and then youtubing.
rofl
i'm the ULTIMATE slacker yoooo!
ate sushi for lunch ((: yay!
thanks mommy.
TREEEEEE. loves.
hahah. i'm a tree hugger! ROFLL.hahaha.
theresa's LAME. HAHHAHAHAHA.
omg. lame shitt. *pun intended*
shall stop befor tre comes to whack me with her -lame- crutches.
ROFL.

i swear that this is the coolest shit ever. ((:

and i miss you like fo shizzle.

one love that i cant get enough off.
every time you look at me and smile
my heart beats faster.

cut my hair today. (:
eric's not that bad after all. yay.
found out eyecandy's name today.
damn he's hot. -swoons.
went high in the library. (:


in love with the thought of loving you

AND YES, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TREEEEEEEE!! ((:

love bestie. (:

MWAAA

went to school at 9 yesterday
so i could catch a ride from mom.
but it's okay cause my KA JIE came to accompany me.

during CSA was fun.
morgan was telling us about the trouble he got into during school.
damn retard lah.
sliding down staircases on canteen tables
ROFL. he told us that there was this guy who slid down.
but he held the table in such a way that his fingers were below the table.
and then when they slid down, he BROKE ALL HIS FINGERSSS.
ROFLLL. HAHAHHAHAHA. freaking loser lah.


didnt bring my wallet to school today
and that's what i'm doing at home at 2 pm.
the rest went to din tai fung. ):
thinking abt the xiaolongbao.
sigh.



CHARLIE THE UNICORN.



oh when your down and looking for some cheering up
then just head right on up to the candy mountain cave
when you get inside you'll find yourself a cheery land
such a happy and joyfilled and perky merry land
they've got lollipops and gummy drops and candy canes
oh so many things that will brighten up your day
its impossible to wear a frown in candy town
its a mecca of lovely candy canes
and you've got jellybeans and coconuts with little hats
candy wraps chocolate bats its a wonder land of sweets
buy the candy train to town and hear the candy band
candy bells its a treat as they march across the land
cherry ribbons stream across the sky
into the ground turn around it astounds
its a dancing candy tree
in the candy cave imagination runs so free
so now charlie please wont you go into the cave
BOOM.

& i'd give up forever to touch you
cause i know that you feel me
somehow you're the closet to heaven
that i'll ever be
i dont want to go home right now