let's just fuck up the rest of this year and then make it up next year. 

anyways, the last few days were emotionally draining. 

but i guess it got better as the days pass. 

'do you believe in second chances?'

now i guess i do.

how much things have changed. 

imissmslatimer ):

so anyways. it's like the 31st of december. 

like the first time on new year's eve

i have to go to school. 

like whatt sia.. 

not too great, i guess. 

so a whole new year, i wonder what it'll bring. 

sorry this post is is abit emo. 

it's early in the morning 

and im just feeling abit off. 

just so you know. 

everything's not okay. 

it's exactly what i didnt want to happen. 

im not fine with it. 

i guess it still bothers me

but what do you want me to do about it? 

like right now. i just feel like saying fuck. whatever. 

just give me something, anything. 

to tell me i wont have to hesitate or think twice. 

give me a reason to think otherwise

so how about that? 

hell yeah! im back yo!

:D

im just happy to be back. incredibly. 

baba's sad ): 

whyyy. share share, baby. dont be sad!! ):

hope you're still holding on! (:

iloveyoualways ya?!

ive got my articles to do. fuggg. i think i'll rush em later. 

for now. i is going out. :D

yayyy. rofl. 

anyways, it was fun in korea and japan, i guess. 

i was like... damn seh after 2 days in hokkaido.

rofl. and shopping aint fun when it's omfg expensive.

RAR. shopping in korea was fun tho (: 

by the second day. my luggage was full. 

like srsly. 

and it didnt help that i bought paddy o'mally. 

RAR. all the more no space.

but it doesnt matter! my love for paddy o'mally will never waver :D

YAYYYYY. rofl. green fluffy thing

miss you guys back home (:
tmr we go out kay?
if you`re reading this, i hope you know who you are.
meet me at like 12? can can?
my moto moto? baba? teehee.
or earlier can also. i`ll be coming home at 5am. plus plus. (:

rar. stuck in snowy snowy sapporo still. and eating like a pig.

6 more days til this is over.

then i can truly smile again.

went to the zoo today.

super like omfgawsh cold.

need a heating source.

any volunteers?

HAHA :D

i made a snow angel today!! :D

teehee. but then abit tak glam. i got snow down my pants

(my butt froze. RAR)

yes yes baba. im trying to stay in one piece.

although.. if i continue eating i'll explode.

literally. im rushing back kay?

i miss you to like OMG bits and pieces.

well. im enjoying the two hour long train rides here.

like omg damn nice. and since im like damn seh all the time.

its working well for me (:

OH. and i fell. like super de duper tak glam only.

mommy, liz and dad were like laughing at me

cause i fell down in slow mo. like wtf ):

my knee hurts now.

now im ankle deep in snow.

-thinking abt you-

lovelove xoxo

-sillybumblebee

sup hunnies!! :D
im like in japan now. sapporo.
teehee. it's like soooo omgawsh-ingly cold.
but the best part: IT'S SNOWING!
well fine. it's on and off. but it's the city.
cant expect much can i?

sigh. im reading the letters and im missing the loveys like crazy.
D:
oh and yes im eating soooo much im going to become a snowman soon.
hahaha random facts now because it's costing an arm and a leg to be online.
they charge like 400 yen A MINUTE!
RAR. anyways. going to the zoo tmr.
two hour train ride.
shall write in the journal there, that is if i dont fall asleep.

LOVELOVE
-sillybumblebee-

rar at the airport now.
sigh. immissingalrdy.
had a great time yesterday (:
twilight-ed with like half of loveys
im missing baba.

i swear i will cry if there's no internet when i get there.
RAR. it's like.. bulgogi burgers yo. haha. kind of the only reason why i would go back.
teehee. sigh... wish i could bring people along.
D:

MISSING YOU GUYS ALRDY.
we shall puzzle again soon.
-sillybumblebee-

3 days before i leave

omgg.  this is just killing me

i mean yes i cant wait to go and like spend time with the family and all. but ):   if you know, you know. if you dont, dont ask. 

RAR. AND THERE WILL NOT BE A BLIZZARD IN JAPAN. 

later i go then i cant come back how? ah!

PUZZLE FIXING YESTERDAY (: 

fun fun fun. MOTO MOTO! (:

oh and my moto moto's bringing me out for a movie on wednesday!

:D YAY. hahaha. like finally sia. haha

hope i can drop by for training on tuesday. 

i miss the girls alrdy D:

new fav band yo. take that (:

damn nice i swear.

im so tired of waiting. 

waiting for nothing 

i should be up all night with. 

i want to play in soapsuds too ):

idk why. but now. im just feeling retarded-ly sad. 

ive no idea why. 

i dont want lots of things to happen. 

imissyoulikefugg

4 days before i leave for korea. 

RAR :D

come the days of cold and kimchi.

oh oh oh! and lizzie says that sapporo is like MINUS TEN!!

HAHA YAY!!!! :D love the cold places. 

hahah. sorry luh. its late and im like damn sehh alrdy 

teehee!

had fun with loveys on friday! :D

awwaz is officially part of loveys too!

hahah. he was like totally freaked at some points luh. 

rofl. but he catches on fast.  (:

we didnt get to watch movie in the end. 

went to eat dinner tho. at fish and co (:

birthday surprise (: 

hahaha. i just like totally noticed almost every sentence has a smiley 

but oh well. im happy happy happy! :D

rarrarrarrar!!

okay i know i sound like super high right now. 

teehee. 

baba has left me ): 

COME BACK SOON. I MISS YOU D:

actually no wait. i would have to be that comes back soon. 

hahaha. im coming back on the 28th

ROFL. miss you all the same. 

i'll search all the homes of korea and japan for wireless

so i'll be able to email you. :D

played like fugg today. 

im unhappy abt that. 

wore my goalie pants today. like omg. 

sooo bigg. 

RAR. 

im hoping i'll be able to go down on tuesday to see the girls one last time before i leave. 

-bites nails-

XIN XIAN! i shall hold you to your promise of that breakfast, branch, lunch, linner, dinner or supper!! :D teehee!!

WARNING: this post is totally and utterly random 

please excuse it because this is what happens after accounting and exams :D

you have warned, my dear. 

like zomg

mentally drained luh because of the stupid examsss. 

GAHH.

stayed up like half the night to study for bizstats and

totally screwed the paper. 

like baik only :D

TMR. TMR. TMR. TMR. 

the exams will finally be OVERR. 

yeah man

so i can get back to playing hockey, and floorball 

and finally get back my social life 

before leaving for kim-chi land and japan. 

omg getting the psp games from mark tmr!!

:D YAY!

-giggles and runs around- 

i officially claim that...

with the exception of having my accounting and marketing papers 

thaaat tmr will a good day (:

meet like half of the loveys. 

not sure abt the other quarter but TEEHEE.

rar rar rar rar rar 

(just felt like doing that)

oh oh oh

and i need to shopping for stuff. 

cant wear shorts for winter can we?

ROFL. if only. 

i'll bring SHORTS ONLY. 

and totally freeze to death :D

headlines:' girl who drowned tokyo'

(yes, i'll be missing)

accounting is boring ):

and to think i want to study finance.

rar.

back to accounting ):

save me. 

I OFFICIALLY CLAIM THAT I HAVE LIKE THE BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST (!) FRIENDS EVER!!

:D HAHAHA. 

hilarious story between baba and the pillow. 

[RUN DEVIEN RUNNNNN!]

(teehee. thanks sooo much baba!) 

love you bee! :D

thanks for all the wishes! :D

means so much to me that you guys remembered!! (:

haha sharp!! thanks soo much for the message! reeally cheered me up like zomg (:

teehee. 

hahhaa. so i promised that i would blog abt this so yes

jess called me and sang me a birthday song! :D

yay like only.. rofl. see you soon babe!

then like when i put down. 

four seconds later big room small voices called me.

hahah. yes yes we celebrate your birthday soon kay?!

lovelove!

even though its been like the exams week where ive been studying my ass off and staying up late every night to study and how my new home is like the school library .

ive had a really good time (ironic much?) 

convo with the loveys, surprise meetings, birthday surprises and distractions. 

i cant wait for the exams to be over so that i can spend more time with you guys!

:D

i could list all those that mean sooo much to me :D

but naw. you guys should know!! teehee. 

LOVEYOUGUYSTOBITSANDPIECES! 

you guys are the reason that i keep smiling from day to day

and the reason why i feel so blessed. 

hope we'll be friends til we're old and wrinkled! :D

just want you guys to know how thankful i am to have you in my life

-inserts HUUUUUGE smile. BIGGER THAN EVERYTHING-

I GOT A PSP FOR MY BIRTHDAY!! :D

YAYYY

i have just confirmed that i cant study at home. 

RAR. 

today i practically ate my whole kitchen and yes, that includes the war supplies

D:

die luh die luh 

and then i drank the whole reservoir. 

RARRRRR. 

baba garang! watch out world!!!

COME ON SHARP! WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE LOVE ACCOUNTING WE LOVE ACCOUNTING!!!

NOW REPEAT! HAHAHAHA. AND CHANTTT!!!! 

I NEED TO STOP BEING A PACKRAT AND THROW STUFF OUT

and i need to start studying. 

RARRRR. 

(tsktsktsk. rarrarrar. annoying -twirls hair flicks-)

(just for fun)

because im just there. 

in your way. 

RAR. just did my psychology quiz. 

drum roll please..

-drum rollll-

i got 8! out of 10. 

teehee. yay. but after i did one

im too lazy to do the rest 

i practically googled every single question. 

RAR. 

rock and roll, baby. 

dont you know.

ive been in school early and leaving late. 

tch. freak hell tired luh. 

exams please be goneee!!!

RAR

sharp: hi friend! hahaha. :D -wiggles eyebrows-

ugh screw this. 

i spent two hours sitting there 

and doing my macro homework 

and i didntbring it today 

!&!^%#)&#@^(*&!#*