it was the very first love story.

my first. 

thanks. 

now im just convinced 

that everything ends. 

apparently im not worth it. 

last night/ two nights ago.

maybe it was all just bullshit. 

maybe it was all lies.

maybe i guess it's just because the both of us want two very different things. 

im lying with my head on the phone

willing for it to ring 

thinking of you til it hurts

tormented and torn apart 

i wish i could carry your smile and my heart 

for times when my life feels so low. 

it would make me believe what tomorrow could birng 

when today doesnt really know.

im all out of love.